I'm avoiding Him. Not some general time in the past but right now, even as I write. I have some questions burning in my heart, questions I am afraid He will answer. Questions that may mean change which I usually find uncomfortable. And I sit in a house gloriously quiet. So I am reading, commenting, listening, editing pictures, writing a post even if it is the second one in the same day...avoiding. The anxiety is building. I need to stop, turn and face Him. But will I?